Very good knews about you and your baby! So happy about it

Good again that you let some of the truth out to your husband and the fact that he didn't retort sounds like he recognized your truths. Maybe not with words, but he did not act astounded and asked you why on earth were you saying those words.
Maybe the time has come to speak the truth. More and more each day.

You are wrong: you have plenty of friends in here! If you don't feel like telling all of your problems to a woman that you know superficially it is correct. But having lunch with somebody else than your family is like a breath of fresh air. If you cannot open your heart, you will have time for relaxing and some easy talk, just for yourself.

This is a point you should work on, with time and patience: making friends outside the family. You won't feel the same familiarity and deep bond with new friends, but they will be a comparison, a different perspective and someone different to lean upon.

I bet you feel so lonely and depressed if your only friends are in your family are they both are letting you down!

We don't know the future, do we? What we know is that some part of you reached the 'I've had enough' point. It's very healthy. Little by little you will build your own way.
We will always be here for you.

If you happen to write some other post that I may miss, would please send a message so that I will read it?
I'd love to know how are you doing.

Much love