Sorry I haven't been responding - got lost in the semester. I have money that I have saved up but it's not much. I will be busy over the summer doing research for a professor at my university (related to biochemistry) but I intend to throw out applications for part time jobs no matter how embarrassing my resume will appear. As they say, "showing up is half the battle." It's discouraging to hear that people are applying and aren't getting in, but I can only keep my head up. I do live with my family and I am fortunate for all of the necessities they have provided (food, etc...). I intend to pay them back for the loans they claimed - most is under my name of course. I'm just a do-gooder, straight up honest and too critical of myself. That's what I need to work on. I'd rather walk on a job starting at minimum wage and let someone tell me what I'm worth once they see me in action. I almost make myself sick, lol.
I wanted to thank you all for replying - as I am still reading .