Thanks for sharing this and happy this gives you some reassurance....that thoughts like these aren't accurate to who you really are. When I was answering questions in the former Q&A section, we would get several questions involving intrusive thoughts.

A person can be assured they're not what they fear because there's no real intentions to do the act. For example, they might get a violent thought but if this scares them...they're really not violent. I used to use the example - if thoughts said to eat garbage....does this mean the person really wants to eat garbage? I hope now, you can get specific treatment for this problem.