i want a job...... i want to get out of the house and work.. make money.. pay my share...... but something inside keeps holding me back..i havent workind in about a year....maybe im making excuses for not working.... my im no well enough... though it seems like i am.... its not fair im so confused...... i want to get a part time job....... i have a gola set for myself if i could just do it... easier said then done though........can anyone help me