for the last few days my mood has been going down down down, im at the point now that i just want to have the ground open up and swollow me up,
the future looks so grey and worthless, nothing seems to be getting any better .
for those of you that dont know our story , that bit of ranting would of ment nothing. --- here's the short virsion----- we lost our house due to not being able to afford our morgage (after i was off work on the sick) the local council wouldnt help us in any way, so we went in to b+b with our son (15) , we had to split the rest of the family up, youngest daughter (13) is staying with friends. youngest step daughter (19) is staying with friends, and my other step daughter (22) (with adhd) is staying in a hostel .
thats my story in brief..
i am just finding this week hard to cope with every time we think something is going ok something allways gets in the way and ruins any plans or hopes we had..
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