I always picture a crash happening on the down side. ... But I just for no reason had a friend over, drank, did drugs, and did him in my backyard. I think everyone must do this sometimes....? I also skinny dipped in my pool and felt goddess energy surging through me, talked to the brilliant stars in the sky decided I want company and he came over. On the one hand what was I thinkin - what am i thinkin, yet on the other hand why not that was fun and the kids don't know!
Hana blue been bad bad lol. Probably I will wonder what was I thinking after some sleep, usually the case. It wasn't most satisfying love making, i couldnt completely let go, but just nice to feel wanted and a friend who has always just stayed a friend.