I started zoning out (dissassociating) really bad when I got irrationally upset yesterday, but it never went away and it doesn't usually last long. Little did I know I was getting a head cold. The feeling is remarkably the same.....kinda weird. I'm not contributing to many threads due to this and that I just don't feel like I have much to offer. I'm kinda on the edge when it comes to the entire emotion thing, and I don't want anything to push me over....which is also kinda strange since I'm all numb. Don't know...just kinda mixed up feeling today.
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