Thread: The BPD Daily Check in Thread #2
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Old May 02, 2013, 05:18 PM
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Originally Posted by chilekat2 View Post
I want to hide.I needed to go on a hike today and couldn't bring myself to do it. when my husband comes home from work he's going to grill me and harass me about if I went on a hike or not. I want him to come home and be nice and not even ask me about it.I just want to avoid this confrontation.
I needed to tell you that I relate to these feelings. I want to hide, too, and I often make plans for the day that I find I cannot carry out. Then I expect someone to be mean to me about this.

thanks again, I know it's hard.

Carol
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