I'm so scared DH that I might not be strong enough to leave him... 7 years is a long time. He's my first boyfriend who could keep a job, owns his house, owns his own biz like me. And this is so dumb that I even consider these material things. That's not who I am.. But raising the kids alone has been so hard. I'm scared to be alone but I'm already alone right? We don't live together, no plans to. I'm trying to sort out my feelings. Very confused. So I need to get clear on what I feel, who I am, what I want.