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On this lonely road, trying to make it home
Doing it by my lonesome pissed off who wants some
I'm fighting for my soul, God get at your boy
You try to bogart fall back I go hard
On this lonely road, trying to make it home
Doing it by my lonesome pissed off who wants some
I see them long hard times to come ....
- "Justified" title song
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accepting i have bipolar and accepting i have to change my life because of it, two totally different things. i did first thing 2 months ago and doing second thing right now !!!
let me explain it in more plain words
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"I had an epiphany today. I'm going to be alone forever, aren't I ?”
- Carrie Mathison, Homeland
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My life is ill son... prepared to kill son
A paradox of pain, baby; it's real son
Aint got no family, you see there's one of me
Might lose your pulse standing two feet in front of me
I'm pissed at the world, but I aint looking for trouble
I might crack a grin, I aint looking to hug you
You probably think I'm crazy, or got some loose screws
But that's alright though--I'm a'do me, you do you
So how you judging me? I'm just trying to survive
And if the time comes, I aint trying to die
I'm just trying to fly, and get a little love
Find me a dime piece and get a little hug
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is there anything that hasnt changed because of bipolar ??? body,mind,relationships ??? or money ??? i do remember having bit more money than i have right now, or having more friends, or calling my mom and sis more frequently. i haven't met my sister in last 4 months and we live in same city just 10 miles apart.
So again,
I had an epiphany today. I'm going to be alone forever, aren't I ???
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I see them long hard times to come ....
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