Cocosurviving , I too am not interested in dating anymore. I have not told my family about bipolar. today is the actually first time i considered it.

it is not that my sis and me are not close or anything like that. i do remember when i was 8 years old i went to school trip but my sis couldn't, so i bought small purse for her. we were always close.

but for last 2 years when i was depressed i could feel that she has some idea what i am going through. i couldn't hide it that well. i had lost,gained weight, and even those calls, mom and sis could listen that pain in my voice i think, so i reduced number of calls. more i talked more they could get idea of what i am feeling .....