It's true, I have always made excuses for her. All my life. even when i was younger and i was embarrassed by something she did or said, i always came up with why.
Had such a bad day. Had car trouble and was stuck waiting for a tow in the rain for six hours, with my husband and daughter. Horrible. The car is probably not fixable. I'm hoping for the best. My husband thankfully took charge. He said not to worry about it, but I worry about everything. We got home I put my daughter in a hot tub and just want to collapse. My feet are still ice cold.
I found out that my mother went to lunch today with my brother. Here I was so concerned about her and she is going about her life. Yeah sure she cares about me. What a joke. I'm probably not even a thought. I have to stop making excuses for her. I doubt she will ever make contact with us.
I'm just more upset with her behavior. Even my brother. To me they are a lot alike. Both users. I had a bad day and I guess I'm being nasty about everything, but they both don't give a damn about anything but themselves. It's very hurtful. I'm so overwhelmed with so much I feel like my head is going to explode.