I have been working on issues from years of abuse and as much as I want to talk about my feelings while I'm with the therapist, I can't. It feels like a part of me shuts off when I go there and I can only relay information matter of factly. I can't access my emotions. I think it's super weird and on the inside, I want to cry, I want to share my sadness, my anger, my pain. But I can't. Is there anyone that can explain why this happens to me and what I can do about it? I am working really hard to "get better" and to get through all of my issues, but this is really frustrating to me. Thanks!