Hi Blue,

I'm just catching up. I'm so happy you had a great time-hypomania, carefree attitude, a moment, whatever! Now it seems that you are in the analyzing stage. Don't analyze the fun vs. the boyfriend so much. You don't want to lose memories of that fun, spontaneous time.

Meanwhile, I don't have these great spurts of fun times anymore. The drugs have taken away all of the "forget everything and enjoy" feelings. Congratulations!

I think I am going to bring up life vs. control with my t and pdoc. I am tired of not having any strong emotions!

Bluemountians