Your feelings sound really normal and it is overwhelming when you don't have a decent support network. My family was nearby but they all worked as well and my mother was a self proclaimed, "non-babysitting grandma". You just have to breath and do exactly what you did and ask for help. That is the hardest thing to do sometimes, but you did it. Good for you. Enjoy your day tomorrow and enjoy your little boy when you have had your well deserved break!
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