Thanks, PC peeps....

And you're right, RTS, I need to go with my gut. I guess I just don't know how to handle it. I feel sick to my stomach.

Usually, it wouldn't be that big of a deal. He wants to support the things I do in life - he attended my comedy show and brought other Ts with him, bought some of my handmade products for his kids, etc. I've met his wife and one of his daughters. Seen pictures of his cat. Know about his family, some of his likes/dislikes. But it's always in the context of supporting me in my therapy. He's very good at what he does.

I'm sure he views this as helping me with my business while getting me to seriously consider taking care of my body. It just doesn't feel good to me. It feels shameful, actually.