Thanks for meeting my needs tonight. I'm off to the beach. Bambino will be okAy, and I don't have to feel guilty. As soon as he gets home I'll tell him, and what the plans are for him. Your the best. I'm so glad I don't have to angst over our relationship anymore, and I can ask for what I need or want. I'm glad we nixed going the medication route, and you let the real me come out. I know it was rough for me, and I left you flummoxed many times. I remember one of my first questions to you: does trust come before love? I learned to trust you, and then love you. I've a lot of trust in myself now, and working on loving me. I now have an authentic-self in my real life relationships, and I'm loving it. I even got over my big time mom issues, and love my FOO - unbelievable.

Love you FM.