Dear T. I apologize for quitting so abruptly. I was having a bad day, everything just came to a head & I sent you that e-mail telling you that I was quitting. But, OTOH, it's not like I didn't forewarn you. I said several times that I just didn't feel like I was getting anywhere. If we had been meeting over coffee as friends, it would have been perfect. But to pay you to sit & talk about my adventures on YouTube & your love of horses, just didn't make sense to me. After a while it began to feel like "rent-a-friend". I guess it wasn't entirely your fault. Therapy where we live is all about forgetting the past & making needed changes for the future. And my life is such that there are simply no changes of any consequence that I can make.

So now I''m without a therapist & you've lost a client. Well, no matter to you. There's plenty more where I came from. I don't know that I'll try to find another therapist. I've seen a bunch over the years & it's never amounted to a anything. Maybe it's my fault. I do recall taking an MMPI years ago. It said that I would likely be resistent to therapy. I never thought I was. But maybe I just can't see it. Anyway, since I'm now going to be saving money as a result of not seeing you anymore, I have extra cash available to pay for additional medications that my psychiatrist has prescribed. Maybe that's the best route to go anyway.