I'm really struggling with this whole "celebrating your body" jewelry thing with T.

He told me a while ago that he wanted me to make something for his wife from his kids for mother's day. So, it's not a surprise to me. But to say he wanted the theme to be "celebrating your body"....after having this discussion about how much I hated my body....just feels cruel.

I asked him if he was mocking me....He said no, that he wanted me to spend time thinking about celebrating my body.

Now, my rational mind says, 'ok, it's a jewelry project, it's business and he wants me to learn about taking care of my body and figuring out ways to love my body'....

But my irrational mind says, 'eff u, T. How could you possibly think that I would want to spend a SINGLE MINUTE considering making something for YOUR WIFE about CELEBRATING HER BODY?"

I am trying not to get overly upset about it. I just can't help feeling that it is a sick, cruel joke.