Dear New T,

Yeah, ok...so I really like that since you are out of the Ph.D world (esp since I HATE the APA) you can be like whoever you want to be with the whole LCSW thing. So I think it's great that you have disclosed relevent stuff to me as we have talked; its been so helpful and I think it will help me open up, esp, after my soon to be ex-ex T mess.
So yeah the bonding is great. But I don't want to sit here at night and think about something you said....nonononono. No. Trying to think about anything else. Like even if it's processing what you said, you make me curious enough to worry me. Eek and NO again and I am not ready or going to talk about this with you because you think you can be cool and open up and say things that are helpful and its all good. And it is. Until it's 3:22 AM and I am thinking about them. I don't want to think about anything you said yesterday right now. I mean, I should process my therapy when I want to and be able to stop it when I don't, right??? Ugh. Girl overboard...