Hi T.
I am such an absolute idiot! I am aware that you probably know this already. Please call me

I am sorry. I dont deserve you or your love or your thoughts or anything, i am a horrid person. But what can i say?? All i can say is sorry...but i cant even bring myself to contact you to say it

Please make it easier on me, and call me or text me first, i am not brave enough to make the first move