.......nope, i'm not BPD. bpd is controlled by emotion. i am controlled by thoughts and ideas and theory and alternate timelines and what will this reaction cause if i go insane on someone...i am ruled by thinking about all sides of the story. i can't just jump to conclusions. i mean, i can, but the first three letters of assume are *** and my husband told me that when we first became friends, i think that's how i knew he was my soul mate...

but THIS...THIS POST...“That mythical creature called a female INTJ” | Lily White LeFevre

so...yeah. this is probably why i get so annoyed when i read things...

this is why i can't deal with women.

this is why i am so torn because i'm married but i relate to guys and am thus a "liability" according to the people around here. no such thing as a girl hanging out with a guy and there not be anything between them, according to EVERYONE in my area...unless she's a lesbian. which i'm not. so...**** me, eh?

but anyhoo...that's my realization of the day