Hello I am sorry to hear that you are having a bad time right now.. I hope things get better soon.. I hope you will call your Dr and tell them how you are feeling and that you need an emergency appointment, to see if the Dr can change your medication so that you will feel better. I am also going to leave you a crisis hotline number 1-800-273-TALK. if you need to call someone to talk to in operson. Take care Soidhonia