It sounds kind of like antisocial personality disorder to me. I may be wrong, but that is what it sounds like.

I do think you should see therapy. We can't go thru life avoiding people -- it's not possible if we expect to live "normally."

I hope you will have your doctor refer you to a good therapist -- he will know who to refer you to. But please -- seek therapy!!

I wish you the very best. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee