Hello I am sorry that you feel this way at this time. There is a hypoglycemia diet that is on the American Diabetic Association website, that may help you to learn how to eat correctly, and the best thing is that you get to eat less food more often, so that the difference will be lessened, by the fact you will not be overly hungry with the change in eating habits. An exercise program may help you such as walking to help youfeel better about yourself. I am going to leave you acrisis hotline number for someone you can talk to when you need to talk to someone in person 1-800-273-TALK. I am also going to leave you my email address incase you would like to email neohiodbsa@yahoo.com and you mught think about seeing a therapist, that can help you with the issues you are having at thie time. Take care Soidhonia