so i know she said that i could continue to e-mail stuff i don't think i would be able to say otherwise . but i liked being able to e-mail her and not ever have to talk about it.i didn't ever mind her not responding to them. i was comfortable with her not bringing it up at all. i didn't want to talk about it but wanted her to know. i don't really know why or how helpful that is but that was how i liked it.kind of like the best of all worlds.she knew what i wanted her to and at the same time i didn't have to deal with it.why i wanted her to know in these cases i have no idea. for me it worked well.

now i think if i e-mail her she will push me to talk about what i say.she wont ignore it like she use to.i don't think that is ever going to work for me at all. i think she has finely found a way to stop the e-mailing. but really i wasn't that obsessive about it and i never bothered her about them or got upset at all. until now it was all just ignored.

now i want to ask her what is so wrong about the small amount i e-mail and why is it she really doesn't like it. just made me wonder if anyone else has ever asked