Hi ~ I think everyone wants attention. Everyone wants to be noticed and acknowledged.
Do you have friends? Do you have family for support? If you have support from family and friends, that helps. You may be more sensitive than some, and need more attention than usual.
Perhaps you should see a therapist. Why not ask your medical doctor to refer you to a good therapist? He will know who to send you to.
I wish you all the best ~ please take good care of yourself. God bless! Hugs, Lee