Thread: Feeling flat
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Old May 04, 2013, 10:06 AM
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In my own experience, I found that lowering the dose to a level where I could function better but not relapse worked better but I had a lot of opposition from my psychiatrist. I found that the dose he thought I needed to be on was higher than I actually could manage more comfortably on. This is something that needs careful thought and consideration though and I'm not advising it, only saying what worked for me. I cut my dose down extremely gradually (following advice I found online) and I had two episodes where I had relapses which happened when I reduced it too quickly - something which some people might say was a reason not to do this, but I was determined because I felt my quality of life was so poor.

Combined with this I've been doing a lot of work lately trying to understand what stressors and triggers there have been for symptoms - largely by self-dialogue and checking out what thoughts I've got or have led to me being stressed (which seems to trigger symptoms). I have firmly believed that I got this illness due to emotional/mental problems caused by childhood experiences and key relationships - which other people may disagree with. Understanding more about this and trying to build in healthier strategies for managing - like journalling and supportive relationships seems to have also allowed me to drop my dose (as well as avoiding or setting limits on relationships that are unhealthy or stressful).
Thanks for this!
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