Hey peeps....back from the game....my niece's team won a very intense game against a team they've never beaten before. Woot woot!

RTS - My T says that it's a subconscious decision, and that by bringing it into our conscious/awareness, we then have the ability to work through it and perhaps change direction. With my self-loathing, T is trying to understand why I am doing this to myself. I didn't think it was a decision I purposely made. It just is. So frustrating.

My daughter ended up going with my sister's family and will be spending the night. So, I am kid free! Of course, I need to make chocolate pretzels for the bake sale tomorrow and do some cleaning/laundry and make some jewelry to fill orders....but I'm hoping to be able to figure out something fun to do for ME too. I ALMOST contacted the agency to tell them that I could now be on-call for today (I originally told them I wasn't available) - BUT since I wouldn't be able to keep any of the money anyway due to unemployment, what's the sense.

My paranormal group is at an event this weekend. I could drive up there, but that wouldn't give me the time I need to get to the other things I need to do today. The pretzels take for-frikken-ever because I don't have a ton of refrigerator space.

Gotta get started...