I watch porn and could care less if I get my "fix" from it. My sex drive is incredibly low. My H's is higher then mine, by far. But anyway we do have sex and it is good. But what I get from doing it alone is very different from what I get w/ my H. It is not that I like one over the other. It is more of a.... I like what I like and I want it now.

Think of going to the fridge when you want a slice of cake and you can have any kind you like when ever you want it. You can eat is quickly, lick your fingers, not use silverware or a plate, You can eat it slow or eat it fast. Just what ever kind you like and eat it any way that suits you. That is sex alone.

Think going to the fridge after 8:00 pm, after a hard days work, and some one has already chosen strawberry for you because they know that is your favorite. Then you can't just gobble it up and be as messy as you'd like, because it involves more than that. You have to eat some of the icing, take little bites, and use a fork.

Not that any of this is bad just doing what you want, when you want, the way you like it, because you like it that way today and a different way tomorrow doesn't make it wrong. And you want it all to yourself and not to share that is kinda how I feel it is. Sharing is not so bad, taking your time and enjoying is not so bad, but neither is alone. Sharing and being thoughtful of the person you are with is sweet and nice but so is alone.


Porn is just the sprinkles on top. Some folks love it, some folks don't.