Hi Yellowted: Thanks for commenting on my post! BTW, I love your avatar! A swan is my avatar on YouTube. Yes, I take a certain pleasure in referring to myself a "crazy". (My wife is less entusiastic.) I also try to use it to be somewhat the person I really am... but to truly do this, would require some MAJOR changes (I'm transgendered as well as having major depression & anxiety disorder...) So although it helps, I still am "hiding" allot of what I consider to be my "true self".