Ok,here is the thing.
I've been living like this since I have memory, but now that I know that everything that is going around in my mind has a name, I can help it but to be really aware of everything I think.
Obviuosly, I haven't talked about this with anybody, the feeling that I might be crazy is stronger than any need of info, but now that I'm trying to make peace with my condition/s I need to know and my T and Pdoc usually don't answer most of them.
One of my biggest problems is what I think is paranoia to the point of avoiding a lot of things for fear that something really bad is going to happen.
I really need you help on this; here is a list of things come to mind and don't leave me alone until I stayed home and do nothing it was planned to be done:
-car accident
-loosing money from my walet
-carjacking
-my daugther being kidnapped
-my husband dying
-somebody knocking me down and me not being able to protect myself
-somebody getting into our house and hide inside
it's so overwelming at times that I had have panick attacks over some of these things.
What is this call? How can I find out?
I'm bipolar and these fears have been with me all my life.