I would be interested to know how your next session goes with T LearningMe. Do you think you will be able to continue to open up with her, in spite of the rejection? Did it affect your trust in the relationship? Maybe if you just push forward with things, in time, you will be able to rely again on your initial connection with her. From what I've read here on PC, it sounds like that "connection" some people have with T is very important to healing and if it does not exist in the relationship then you might not get very far in recovery. I don't know very much about it myself. Try to keep us posted o.k.?