Thread: The BPD Daily Check in Thread #2
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Old May 05, 2013, 03:20 AM
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TRIGGER

TRIGGER

(strong feelings)


Felt a little decomp'd this week (having more symptoms) but still safe.

I am triggered by my intimacy issues around dealing with Arvind again.

I hate how relationships affect bpd, and how bpd affects relationships.

He's very understanding.

The feelings are still so strong and intense.

I again got this sense of "painful pleasure".
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