For the past 2 weeks .. I've been thinking it over in my head how nice it would be to take a day trip somewhere to celebrate our 17th wedding anniversary. I had a couple different places picked out. And I've been trying to ask him where he'd like to go. I get a call tonight .. and he's decided to work Friday night. Our anniversary night. Not even asking me if thats ok. He knew how I was looking forward to going. Just makes me so mad. He never considers our day to be special. Year after year.. its the same damn thing. When will I learn to not to expect anything nice? I feel so hurt and disappointed. Maybe this is something I deserve . IDK.. I'm sorry if this sounds selfish of me. We've had so many hard times we've gotten thru.. and I wanted to do something special to remember this happy day that I thought it was for the both of us.