I have to say that this guy is a big JERK. He isn't respecting you at all. And you have to treat YOURSELF better than this, sweetie.

You must try to learn WHY you are willing to give yourself away to a creep like this. Your body is SUPPOSED to be a temple -- something holy, and something to be treated with the utmost care. But honey, you're giving it away. And you're giving it to someone who doesn't respect or honor you. That's not the way it's supposed to be. Perhaps you "love" him -- but it's also possible you don't really know what 'love' really is.

Love is something that has to be earned, just like respect must be earned. Yes, sometimes we love someone for 'no apparent reason' but that kind of love doesn't last. And if YOU love THIS guy, it won't last either.

Think about what you're doing sweetie. You need to respect yourself more than you are. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee