I can be with someone or on the phone and they pressure me and it's like they're so deep in what they want and a "yah-yah" world, I lose it. It don't mean to. It's like the straw that broke the camel's back. It's so fast, I can't stop. There's no time to even back off. I feel attacked and manipulated and can't take it. I need them to just back off for a minute so we can start over or I can get out of there. They don't, and I'm in trouble! There's no time to think; they are so deep in themselves they won't stop, and don't care anyway. The last time I asked the woman to change the subject over 15 times before I screamed. I don't think she even heard me until I screamed. But because I screamed, I'm the bad person. How do you slow down. How do you get people to stop?