Tigersassy,

I am so sorry for the indignities you have had to endure in your lifetime. I understand that suicide can seem so inviting when darkness envelops you. You have seen light in your life in the form of the love you feel for your partner. Don't go further down that tunnel vision........you will see light again.

Somedays feel like the hole just keeps getting bigger no one seems to know you are there. Hang on, there are people who want to help you out. There is a lot of support on this forum........many of us have to just hold on until help appears. And who the heck knows how it's gonna come. Not I.

I have begged God to let me die and I'm still here. When I find my way ont of the pit, I am grateful I didn't die. However, in my time of unanswered prayer, I didn't believe I could ever feel joy again.

Hang on,

Sabra