I do too! I miss that unstoppable creative drive. I haven't made art in a long time, and I have people waiting on stuff from me, too. And I miss being able to clean the entire house in one night. I haven't cleaned in a very long time, just feeling down, no desire or energy to do it. I know the full-blown mania's not healthy though, especially at this point in my life when there's so much to be naturally stressed about. I need to stay on my medication!