I finished my second 12 hour shift about an hour ago, now I have two days off (yay). I went from feeling wired after I left work, ready to just sit outside on the balcony and relax to just irri-freaking-tated. I texted my friend but he can't talk to me. It's fine; he's at work. But I wanted to know when he wanted to go out to eat--tomorrow or Tuesday. I feel like he's blowing me off. Reality is that he is working, not blowing me off, but I know that our plans always tend to be last minute and I am getting worked up in my mind that he's probably going to say that he has plans even though we talked about going out a few days ago. UGH. I hate it when people are last minute planners.