I am trying to be positive and fight off my sadness today. I decided to only listen to positive upbeat music even if it annoys me, quit drinking, eat healthy, save money and keep track of my negative thoughts and try to reverse them. I am also trying to be ok with being alone currently by keeping myself distracted when not with my boyfriend.

I am afraid of inconsistency and loosing my willingness to do all the things I listed above by the time tomorrow comes.