Hello I hope things are getting better for you. I would highly suggest going to a therapist about your feelings, (you do not have to tell them about the cutting) but you should get something for the depression and anxety that you are feeling, you could be having Post Partum depression from having the baby, and the other overwhelming issues you ae going through at this time. the best rule is to get help before you need help to a degree that is is disrupting your life in a debilitating manner. I think you will see that your therapist will help you in this matter in a caring and professional manner to help keep the relationship for you and your family safe. I hope the best for you at this time. Take care Soidhonia