It has been ages since I came here people. But its certainly nice to see you all.

I just want to say that video game is taking literally my happiness away. I can't get satisfied with ANYTHING I do.

I tried studying my arse off, get fit (which I succeeded), wrote a song, practiced guitar fervously, and doing martial arts.

Result is horrible. I don't get satisfied with pretty much ANYTHING except gaming.

My psychologist was concerned about it as well, since I have quite severe depression and anxiety problem.

What should I do about it? I tried literally everything except rehab program to quit the gaming. I always come back to it. I reinstalled online games hundreds of times now.

I used to lend my laptop to my friend and told him to get a hold on it for months. When I actually got it back to do other stuff, that hooked me up to gaming almost immediately.

I tried again and I ended up going to LAN cafes instead. Now I know this is not going to work.

I tried scheduling, writing lists, limit myself, but nothing works. If the software automatically shuts down my PC, I get so mad at it and I delete the software as soon as I reboot.

I really think I need help with this. This will eventually take my life away from me. What should I do? I'm currently studying in uni and the gaming is now actually hindering my academic performance.