Comicgeek - I do too at times. My house was much cleaner. Now I turn my nose up at a sink full of dishes, no longer dancing around the house with the broom. I miss my odd sense of humor & not having to pep talk myself out of bed.

I don't miss the insomnia, racing thoughts & short term memory loss. I went from mania to mildly depressed & unmotivated. I sure can talk a lot on the PC forum though. It helps.