Tiny rabbit,
I am glad you felt that feeling and allowed yourself to feel it. It is the most amazing thing to feel like you matter after never feeling that when we were smaller.
Do you think you will tell your t next session, maybe it will bring you closer again and to connect at another level. I am sure would be very happy to know that you are letting him in and trusting that he cares for you
I felt that for the first time at Christmas just gone. T gave me a lovely card and said that she knew how hard it was gonna be and she emailed me over Christmas and it actually felt for the first time ever what love was- not love between lovers but love between two adults who care deeply about the other.