Stress is up again. This is turning backwards of what I wanted and needed. May I try to take easy for the above listed reasons. I can't this year. Tomorrow starts inventory... supposed to be like 12 hour day not counting me being in at 4 am to change signage which makes it a 14 hour day. To come back Wed and Thurs for 12 hour days. Then Friday if no leftover inventory counts working the pro sales lunch for part of the day. I think I might fall backwards into bad habits to get through this month this year. I don't want to but it feels like the only option. Going to talk to my nurse today I hope. Maybe think of some alternatives and ways to deal with this über stress. Positive side this check will be nice I'm looking at 6 hours over if times stay how they are talking.