I am worried I may never return to my old self. One that was filled with words and confidence. The first time I became manic it turned into a psychotic break in the form of psychosis. Since that time it seems as if my brain has never fully recovered. It's been 4 months and I still don't talk much. I feel as if I lost my character and all the different words I use to use as metaphors, imagery, and to describe a story or situation. It's quite simple, I can't talk like I use to. No where on the internet I have found anything to describe what I'm experiencing. They all say that I will get better. No progress has been made. Any advice or similar experiences?