Thank you for the reply! I don't know about seeing someone for what I'm dealing with because I'm super busy at the moment, and can't afford to do that. But it is funny because even if someone doesn't reply back or get back to me, it ends up being because they were busy and forgot. Which just happened, so right now I am trying to learn how to be happy on my own, and not let ideas, or responses become rewards. And by doing affirmations through a audio CD, and other things I can see that it is working!