I don't honestly want another diagnoses and fear what treatment if any are available for my strange eating habits. I know I eat poorly and in the long run my body will hate me for it. I don't want to be damaging myself, but I don't see an out. Food, for the most part, is just terribly disgusting. The thought of having it all mashed up and spit covered in my mouth, ugh, I shudder at the thought. Thanks so much for your support, and I will eventually get up the nerve to mention it to a doc.