Lately Ive been losing control and over the last month and its becoming worse and worse, I have become incredibly self destructive, Ive started started fighting on a daily basis with anyone who even looks at me in the wrong way.

Im a BPD sufferer and I thought had myself under control and then I just seem to have fallen apart in a matter of days.

everyday I sink further down twisting myself apart and hurting myself in anyway I can, and what scares me is that im starting to enjoy the pain